Just came back from a 3 days trip to Vegas. Family from Korea are still here.

Today’s subject, excuse the language, is the subject of whiny bitches. Alright we really need to do something about whiny little bitches who complain and complain but never do anything about their problems. It's sad to think that there are only a handful of people who know what they want and actually get what they want. People need to want to gain more out of life than just sit there and wait for things to happen. I'm not saying it's easy business, but what's so hard about trying a little to get things done. It's a matter of being a mature, responsible person, but most people aren't gifted with maturity. I think maturity is a gift and a curse, the younger it comes, the wiser you are, but it's also a curse because the wiser you are, the more complex life seems to get; you see more therefore you are more, while there are still immature people around you who don't even understand close to what you're thinking. The difficult part of being mature and is trying not to get so annoyed at immaturity. What can you do if you're mature and a friend is not? It's hard to have a give & take relationship in that situation because one person knows so much more, but it's all a matter of just accepting that not everyone is like you and sometimes you just have to teach them things.

Pikachu

I really wonder sometimes, what my chinchilla Pikachu thinks about me. I mean, the little rat has to like me more than hate me, because I feed her, scratch her neck, have sand for her to roll in, and give her raisins. Plus, she sees me so much I'm one of the only things she knows. Other times though, I'll chase her around the room, grab her tail, or throw her up in the air. I wonder which she weighs in our relationship the most. I don't even know why I'm calling it a relationship. She's a gerbil, and I love her to death, but I think this is more of one-way sort of thing. I bought her because I'm a sucker for cute furry animals and I thought a chinchilla was the most adorable rodent on earth, but if I was on sale I doubt Pikachu would ever buy me. I mean, Pikachu wouldn't want a girl for an owner; she'd want a HOT man to feed her alfalfa grass & sunflower seeds everyday. This brings to my next point. I want a HOT chinchilla boy to get it on with Pikachu and have HOT chinchilla children. I was thinking of going to a chinchilla ranch and borrowing a good-looking male chinchilla until he knocked Pikachu up, then I would give him back. And I tell you it's nothing of a cruel or malicious deed, because after a female chinchilla has babies, a male can't be anywhere around or she'll like, kill him, and kill the babies too. See that would just be a waste of 3 months gestating time. So yeah, I guess it's rent-a-chinchilla and then selling the babies for 100 bucks a piece. Actually, I'm not all in it for the money as it probably sounds. I've actually always wanted to breed an animal, and I know it's not going to be pretty but think about how cute the little rats are going to be, and they'll grow up to be furry and fat, then I'll send 'em off to the coating factory!! JK. I am totally against killing animals for their fur. But damn, chinchillas have nice fur...

Feeling sick

My health is suffering. I've been to the doctor 4 times in the last 2 weeks. It's been ridiculous how nauseous and sick I've been feeling, and the bad side effects of one of the three types of meds I'm taking isn't making things any easier. I'm still waiting to see the results of my blood tests. Things could've gotten better, or worse, probably worse because I'm feeling worse. This is not good.

Filming Summerland

They're filming the TV series "Summerland" in my neighborhood today. I swear they're always filming something here and it's always a disturbance because first, the don't let us park on the streets because they have to park their vans, trailers, and equipments, they're loud as hell, you can always hear someone yelling outside, sometimes at night they use these blaring bright lights to light the scene, there's police that have no respect for the neighborhood residents and tell them to move when they're walking their dog or something. But I guess it's all kind of exciting. You get to see them film sometimes and see some actors/actresses. Last time I saw Brian Mcknight, and then it was that KFC commercial at my neighbor Tracy's house, and actors from that movie "Win a Date with Tad Hamilton". But my parents hate it and glad we're moving to someplace quieter. But hey it was their fault for moving here in the first place, but at least we get paid sometimes for our tree hanging over the scene or a 1/4 of our gate being filmed. Funny. But hey I'm proud; Our neighborhood was featured in Los Angeles Magazine for being one of the best neighborhoods to live in. I guess if you want your house to be featured in a movie on on TV, get paid good money, and you want to live in a hotel for a couple days while they shoot, this is the place. But if you don't want getting letters saying they're filming and you can't park anywhere or do anything disruptive, this is definitely not the place. Oh yeah, the reason I'm up so early is because I can hear the running engines of the huge trucks that are parked outside my house.

Hey I just saw Kay Panabaker who plays Westerly from Summerland. They're straightening her hair with a flat iron across the street.